mimpi oh mimpi~

so i had this weirdest dream..

ade lak mimpi pg resort..

tp kna gaduh ngan gajah..

adoi..

gajah plak garang gle..

apela nasib..

haha..

ble dh masa nak lawan je,

lari masuk bilik menyorok dlm selimut..

n bkn aku sorang..

ade 2 org lg kwn aku..

kelakar gle..

bgun je tido.

terus macam, "huuh? gajah plak?"

haha..awesome gle la..

mimpi owh mimpi...

2011

so 2011 has been one hell of a year..

at least till now..

sigh..

macam2 dugaan aku dapat..

not that i'm complaining..

but ALLAH itu maha besar n maha agung..

aku as hambanya kena kuat tempuhi ujian olehNya..

setakat ni i'm doing fine..

but later?

i'm unsure myself..

i need to be strong..

at least for my siblings...

so 

Dear Allah, 

hopefully i'll be one of those people that u love when this is over..=)

need my alone time

so i've deactivated my fb account

i also off my hp..

why?

because yes the truth is hard to be accepted

he has really moved on

and me?

i'm a sore loser who just can't accept the truth

sorry dear friends...

i'm just not that strong anymore..

i was weak

n now i'm weaker..

how i wish i didn't have to go through all of this..

how i wish i could be happy

n not sad like this

i need some alone time..

hope u guys understand..

if anything,

pls contact me here..

thanks for understanding guys..

i love you =)

nakk jugaaaak!

nak hp baru..

yup..

perasaan gedik nk hp baru membuak2..

adoi...

nak samsung galaxy s yg baru tu..

mama...

nak yg tu utk birthday bley x?

pretty pleaseeeee...

sorry =)

for jumping to conclusions..

i am truly sorry from the bottom of my heart..

i know i was to hasty in judging..

sorry..

sudah hancur berkecai...

lelaki mmg ckp xserupa bikin..

ckp xnak in a relationship bagai la..

ape la....

then tup tup..

ko ade request for in a relationship..

xke nmpk mcm ko bangang??

ee...xske lelaki penipu...

n yes sbb ko..

aku dh heartbroken gila ****

(xbaik mencarut yer..hee)

so here goes nothing..

for every teardrop u made me shed..

for every piece of my heart that u broke..

i say thank u with all my heart..

u helped me to realised

that with or without u..

i'm strong and tough..

hope you're happy jerk..

coz i'm sure i will...

if not now, maybe later...

but mark my words..

I WILL BE HAPPY!

song of a broken soul~arms~

i never thought that you would be the one to hold my heart
You came around and you knocked me off the ground from the start

You put your arms around me
and I believe that it’s easier for you to let me go
You put your arms around me and I’m home

How many times will let you me change my mind and turn around?
I can’t decide if I’ll let you save my life or if I’ll drown

I hope that you see right through my walls
I hope that you catch me ’cause I’m already falling
I’ll never let our love get so close
You put your arms around me and I’m home

The world is coming down on me and I can’t find a reason to be loved
I never wanna leave you but I can’t make you bleed if I’m alone

You put your arms around me
and I believe that it’s easier for you to let me go…

I hope that you see right through my walls
I hope that you catch me ’cause I’m already falling
I’ll never let our love get so close…

You put your arms around me and I’m home…

You put your arms around me and I’m home…

lagu ni la yg jd lullaby everynight..

hopefully i'll get over what i'm going through now...

thank u cristina perri for this song...=)

thank you mr life

so after finishing shortsem, masum n all..

i could finally update this diary of mine..

well, it wasn't the best moment of my life during masum..

but 17th june was a day i could never forget..

i got a call from him..

he wanted to apologize..

i was shocked n hanya Allah je tau perasaan masa tu..

so after dh menangis mcm org gila..

(hiperbola sket yer..hehe)

i decided to let him move on with his life..

no more messages or calls from me..

no more liking his status..

i wish him all the best in his life...

i'm happy that he is now happy..

because i learnt that..

everything in life happens for a reason..

n if we keep on holding back..

we won't embrace the future..

yes i still am in love with him..

i love him soo much to let him go..

so mr life..

please be kind to me...

help me to embrace my future...