keep holding on

KEEP HOLDING ON by AVRIL LAVIGNE
every time i hear this song..

it makes me stronger..

and it makes me want to sing this song to a very special someone..

why?

because this song means a lot to me...

and i'm sure it means a lot to others out there too..

sometimes it's from songs that you learn who you are..

as for me, i'm still searching..

searching for a better me.,.

but it would be great to pick up new friends along the way..

it's not what you get in the end that matters..

it's how you change to be better along the way..

you can wait for the results.

but what is important is how you got those results..

i believe that if you don't try it out, 

then you won't know..

so i'm up for anything right now..

because i don't want to be left out in the wonders of life..

i want to know all the amazing things life has to offer..

if i fail and get hurt??

i don't care..

because at least i tried and i know what i did wrong..

no matter how hard life is..

i know i'll always have someone to catch me if i fall..

so who wants to be my special someone to catch me when i fall??
don't worry i'm not that heavy..
*okay fine that's a lie, i'm that heavy =P

haha...

a chat with fatin!

yup..

i had a chat with fatin today..

and when i say today, i mean on 14/10/2011

we talked a lot..

and i felt relieved talking to her..

she's a good friend that could listen to what i've to say..

and she kept on persuading me about something..

so here goes..

it's not that i don't want to try, 

but that someone already refused to try..

and plus, maybe i'm the only one feeling this way..

i don't know what that person thinks..

i seriously am confused..

honestly, i don't know..

i don't know what to think anymore..

so, to that person..

if you're reading this..

at least let me know how u feel..

i really want to know..

and if you are willing to try this, i would to..

but please..

don't leave me hanging...

because one day, i'll crack..

and by that time,

i might not feel the same...

kerinduan

pernah tak korang tiba-tiba rasa rindu?

maksud aku, rindu yang teramat..

tapi yang peliknya..

tak tahu rindu dekat siapa..

ini la perasaan aku saat ini..

rasa rindu yang teramat..

rasa kesunyian yang teramat..

tapi tak tahu rasa ni sebab siapa..

haha..

*pelik tapi benar

atau mungkin ni sebab stress?

sebab banyak sangat kena fikir..

jadi mula la kepala ni fikir bukan-bukan..

entahla..

tak tahu nak cakap macam mana..

makin hari makin pelik..

tapi ni la kuasa ALLAH..

selalu sahaja ada yang tak tercapai dek akal..

sebab DIA maha besar dan maha kuasa..

Ya ALLAH,

aku hanya minta yang terbaik buatku daripadaMU..

andai ini adalah ujian untuk menguatkan aku..

aku redha dan akan cuba melalui ujian ni..

aku tahu tidak pernah engkau menguji lebih daripada kemampuan hambaMU..

..amin..

kesibukan melanda

minggu yang sangat sibuk..

atau lebih tepat,

bulan yang sangat sibuk..

emosi bercelaru..

kepala berserabut..

duit habis ibarat mencurah air..

oleh itu,

saya penat dan keletihan

sekian~

p/s: alhamdulillah banyak masalah dah selesai..=)

story teller much?

so bermula la drama dlm hidup aku ni..

ada ex yang x guna..

sibuk duk cerita dekat orang yang aku ni..

jeng, jeng, jeng...

C.L.I.N.G.Y.

korang faham tak maksud word tu?

if xfaham, sila rujuk kamus..

*saya syorkan kamus oxford,,kelas gituu..

saya clingy??? helllo!

tolong sket eh..

engkau yang clingy, cakap aku lak..

aku tanya minah dua orang tu sebab masa tu aku sayang engkau la..

sebab tu aku jealous..

sekarang dah tak..

langsung tak..

ko pandai-pandai wat cerita lak..

kawan-kawan ko pun sama je..

berlagak bagus..

*walaupun diorang kawan saya  juga, tapi itu dulu..

suka jaja cerita pasal orang..

aku ingat benda dah lepas, dah la..

tapi ko nak juga ungkit..

aku x ungkit pun hal lalu..

macam mana ko ni jadi 'jerk'..

langsung tak pernah..

*okay td mcm ungkit ke?? xkot..haha..

tapi biarla..

aku sabar..

mungkin ada hikmah..

sekarang aku langsung x menyesal clash dengan ko..

sikit pun tak..

aku beruntung..

so ko sila la jaja lagi cerita pasal aku..

aku lagi suka..

instant fame gituu..

haha..

aku kuat dan akan terus kuat..

dan hello!

aku x perlukan ko..

jadi sila blah dari hidup aku...

sekian!

p/s: moga pompuan yang ko suka tu buat ko rasa ape yang ko buat dekat aku..

bukan berdendam, tapi hanya mahu ko rasa apa aku rasa..=)