one word describes it all

i am now feeling..

UNCERTAIN!

yes uncertain..

how it hurts to feel like this..

sometimes i'm positively sure..

but then, the feedback i get..

it somehow shows otherwise..

i want to be sure

i want to really believe..

to really believe that it's just not me..

i'm not alone in this..

hopefully one day i will be certain..

no matter what the outcome is..