perhaps a new me

i'm starting to get the idea that i'm being cold to people..

i don't know why..

am i starting to be an ice princess?

i hope not..

i'm not purposely trying to shut people out from my life..

i'm just trying to find a new me..

someone that can easily put her past behind her..

someone that is strong and not easily fragile..

i wanna be all those things..

i wanna have a new life..

a life where i don't cry remembering my past

a life where i don't stalk the people who hurt me..

i'm hoping that i find this new me soon..

i wanna move on and be strong..

let's all pray for the best..

i know i am...