my new life, not new enough..

so basically i thought i was gonna start fresh

you know..

new spirit, new attitude, new everything..

but then it hit me again..

the same old thing is happening..

i guess history does repeat itself..

and i'm not liking it one bit..

so the same old same old happened..

and it's just 2 weeks apart from my finals..

me being depressed is so acceptable right now, right?

i don't get it why people just never learn from their mistakes..

like never for a long term..

i don't know how to deal with this but,

i'm sure i'm gonna get through this..

it's more like i need to get through this..

owh btw, one good thing that's happening to me now is..

jeng, jeng, jeng...

i have a new bestie, a new boyfie to be exact..

he's always been there for me..

even during times i pushed him away..

it's been 8 months now and things are going quite well..

family likes him, parents likes him, and i love him..

hoping that this would last forever..

i'm just to old and to tired to repeat the process of getting to know people again..

it is just so tiring..

so that's all...

catch up with u guys later...